Recent Dreams

one day this week i dreamed that i was @ sie [my best friend since 5th grade] @ her house and two boys were there [hotties!] one was dylan, sierras lifetime friend and on again off again boyfriend. the other was his friend. dylans like "check out my new shoes" and sierra started bowing down @ him! then he pulled out what looked like a cigarrette and said hey guys want some weed and im like i dont know how!!!

not like i wouldve smoked

okay.
then the next night i was popular. i hung out with katie B., Angie, and the merissas, spencer and my best friend was alex Y. the sad part was i kinda left c behind =[ anyway, me and spencer were partners in home ec and were baking a cake when i forgot to tell spencer the oven was going to explode!!!!!
spencer died and i blamed myself in a convo w/ alex. he suddenly got really mad and called me a stuck up dildo!!! i was humiliated! soon my group of friends were igonring me and laffing at the jokes being made about me. i was even in the newspaper! EVERYONE h8ed me sooooo much. i ran up to sierra and gave her a biiiiiiG hug and she said everything wood b alrite but then walked away with her group of friends. then i went by mickey my friend from church and he ignored me!!! even mrs milton kicked me out of godspell!!!!!
i forced myself awake because it was tooooooooo depressing!

a week ago i had a marvelous dream where both alex y and his bro, my crush Zach were in love with me. a lot of my friends were in it too.

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3 hrs til ang's slpovr!!!